Anxious Heart

June 26, 2007

Stenson is leaving for the man trip tomorrow and I am really having a hard time with it. The hard part is that ever since you passed on, I have been very clingy to my loved ones. It scares me to have them leave me. I am afraid that I might lose him too and it is making me stressed and anxious. I wish he could stay near me so I know he is okay. I know it is silly but it is how I feel. Maybe this break will get me past these feelings. I sure hope so.

Reading the blog "glow in the woods" helped me see that this in very normal after loss. Thank you for showing me I am not crazy for being so clingy.